Anger!
Right now my amygdala must be firing full-speed cos i'm angry. I'm sorting it, with lots of research and action. Advocacy really gets the blood flowing! I hate professionals who abuse their position and ethics! At least my brain can be put to good use!!! I have even more hatred for the word "grandiose", always disliked it, but when it's battered around and totally abused by those with power it sucks! Internal monitoring by proxy (and experience but currently proxy)will provide a massive report with huge recomendations which will never be followed, i've been in this business a while, I know how it works! Brilliance is just not acceptable these days it seems. What happened to good old eccentricity!